ill (feat. Kenny Beats) letra

It rained on my birthday
Thanks for the text though
For a quick second
It really let me forget no
But when I came back down
Oh it felt all wrong
Yea it was still raining
And you were still long gone

I'm not happy I still want you
'cause I want you to be happy
There's a part of me I hate
That hopes that maybe you still want me
Am I just a shitty human
Or are humans all just shitty
I don't know

Oh I get physically ill
When I think about
You getting physical with someone else
Fuck that
I guess it's your right to do so
And it's my right to feel like shit

I still think about you
In the shower
Wash the shampoo out my hair
Not too long ago I'd open up my eyes
And you'd be standing there

I still think about you
In the shower
Used to help me wash my back
Now I sit and let the water hit me
Wondering who's feeling your hands

I'm not happy I still want you
'cause I want you to be happy
There's a part of me I hate
That hopes that maybe you still want me
Am I just a shitty human
Or are humans all just shitty
I don't know

Oh I get physically ill
When I think about
You getting physical with someone else
Fuck that
I guess it's your right to do so
And it's my right to feel like shit

Alexander 23 - Letras

• Ain’t Christmas (feat. Laufey)
• Another Summer Night Without You
• Brainstorm
• Caught In The Middle
• Come Here And Leave Me Alone
• Crash
• Cry Over Boys
• Dirty AF1s
• Girl
• Good To See You Again!
• Hate Me If It Helps
• High School
• How Much Longer?
• How To Drive
• I Hate You So Much
• I Wanna Live Forever
• IDK You Yet
• ill (feat. Kenny Beats)
• Loving You Gets Hard
• mars
• Nothing’s the Same (feat. Jeremy Zucker)
• On My Mind (feat. Cory Wong)
• See You Later
• She Loves Me
• Somebody’s Nobody
• The Hardest part
• When I Die
• Yours